Without You

Without you what is my living, do I call this a life?
Don’t know how you see it, but for me it’s strife,
You’re fixed in my every breath and you run in my veins,
But would you ever realize how much it pains.

If I could hold my breath forever then only could I forget you,
Cause no matter how much I try, I guess I can’t ever get you.
You were my reason to smile, my reason to shine,
And I wanted this world to know that you were mine!!

Oh what a rude awakening from so beautiful a dream,
I thought I ruled the ocean, but I can’t even get a stream.
I question myself, with every breath that I inhale,
When I knew it was a stormy sea, why did I set sail??

I loved you a lot and I wanted you to know it,
There was so much passion in me and I just wanted to show it.
So much was my desire to make you mine,
I set out in the stormy sea in search of your sign.

What not have I sacrificed in return of your smiles,
How far I have left myself can’t be measured in miles.
Why did you leave me, leave me alone to live?
Man I gave you my all, and you still ask what can I give??

I had a beautiful dream, something that we could share,
But now I am not even sure, if you did ever care?
My heart couldn’t satisfy it, so your love captured my soul,
And now I guess it will perish only when my blood turns cold.

I know not what I have written; I know not what I have made,
But I still hope you can feel it, because not everything can be said….

....to be continued….